Dad

One day u walked out the door
U said I wasn’t your child anymore
U never were the same dad like were before

I needed my father but
U left my sister, me and my mother
Cheated on my mother
Run away like a pussy with a other

Never payed rent
Didn’t even give us 50 cent
U never looked back, and left me in the back
U made up with a other wife, start a new life

I wasn’t your babygirl, cuz now you had a babyboy, that’s my lil brother
Do u even f*cking know how it felt, without a father

Every night i was sad
That made me mad

Cuz i was missing you, but you were gone to
It was to insane and u never come back to explain

One time I called u in the middle of the night
I was tired, then I cried

I needed u to hold me as a father but,
It seems that u didn’t even bother

Bother that your daughter got raped
U said it was to late

And blamed me
Dad tell me how could that be

How could i even know
If the guy that raped me didn’t show

Showed his real face
This is the case

I was all alone
Then u made it worse by just hang up the phone

Always talked dum, but dad with u I’m done
It took me a while to accept that u were already gone

And still I don’t know what I have done
But let me tell u what u have done

When I needed u and u were gone
Like my aunt said: u need two legs to walk on

I had one
But don’t worry dad, mom taught me how to walk
She had never run away
She was always here to talk

It’s to bad u didn’t see me walk
But it was your choice not to talk

Years goes by and we grown to
Reaching out to you, I’m not fucking going to!